Rickhur
04-06-2006, 11:53 PM
Dear Roy,
Yesterday I listened to a recent radio program on your website. For the past
eight years I have been into metaphysics and various methods of mind and
consciousness expansion in an attempt o understand myself. All of it has
opened up the unconsciousness, the "living deadness" I've been walk*ing
around with for so many years. AND YET, NOTHING has really had ay real
changing effect in my life's condition.
I am presently on Social Security dis*ability, am withdrawn from people,
have no trust nor confidence in myself, feel very uncomfortable with people,
am unhappy and lonely, am in my eyes not a very productive human being, have
no sense of direc*tion, no purpose, no interest, no will to live.
All of that jargon, all of the thou*sands and thousands and thousands of
inspiring words I've listened to, pro*cesses and meditations AND WHAT? I am
still a dull, bored, apathetic, listless person. I feel abused by people in
general. Intellectually I have all the answers. I can be very impressive
with all my stored knowledge. I am very clever and intelligent. A HEAD
person with a good German mind but I am sick of it!!
I really want to know what I am about, what makes me tick. Where do I fit
in? How can I be of purpose and service? I want meaning to my life. You seem
to be a man of truth and are willing to give your materials away for free.
So, I'll try one more time - I will download and listen to your free "Be
Still and Know" meditation and see what will happen. I tried everything
else.
http://www.fhu.com/meditation_begin2.html
Yesterday I listened to a recent radio program on your website. For the past
eight years I have been into metaphysics and various methods of mind and
consciousness expansion in an attempt o understand myself. All of it has
opened up the unconsciousness, the "living deadness" I've been walk*ing
around with for so many years. AND YET, NOTHING has really had ay real
changing effect in my life's condition.
I am presently on Social Security dis*ability, am withdrawn from people,
have no trust nor confidence in myself, feel very uncomfortable with people,
am unhappy and lonely, am in my eyes not a very productive human being, have
no sense of direc*tion, no purpose, no interest, no will to live.
All of that jargon, all of the thou*sands and thousands and thousands of
inspiring words I've listened to, pro*cesses and meditations AND WHAT? I am
still a dull, bored, apathetic, listless person. I feel abused by people in
general. Intellectually I have all the answers. I can be very impressive
with all my stored knowledge. I am very clever and intelligent. A HEAD
person with a good German mind but I am sick of it!!
I really want to know what I am about, what makes me tick. Where do I fit
in? How can I be of purpose and service? I want meaning to my life. You seem
to be a man of truth and are willing to give your materials away for free.
So, I'll try one more time - I will download and listen to your free "Be
Still and Know" meditation and see what will happen. I tried everything
else.
http://www.fhu.com/meditation_begin2.html