I'm your disease

[rosie readandpost]

I AM YOUR DISEASE


I hate meetings.
I hate Higher Power.
I hate anyone who has a Twelve Step program.
To all who come in contact with me,
I wish you death and I wish you suffering.
Allow me to introduce myself.
I am the Disease of Alcoholism.
Cunning, baffling, and Powerful.
That's me.


I have killed millions, and I am pleased.
I love to catch you with the element of surprise.
I love pretending I am your friend and lover.
I have given you comfort, have I not?
Wasn't I there when you were lonely?
When you wanted to die, didn't you call me?
I was there. I love to make you hurt.
I love to make you cry.
Better yet, I love when I make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry.
You can't feel anything at all.
This is true Glory.


I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long term suffering.
I've always been there for you.
When things were going right in your life, you invited me.
You said you didn't deserve these good things and I was the only one who would agree with you.
Together we were able to destroy all the things good in your life.


People don't take me seriously.
They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes they take seriously-fools that they are.
They don't know that without my help, these things would not be made possible.
I am such a hated disease.
And yet, I do not come uninvited.
You choose to have me.
So many have chosen me over reality and peace.


More than you hate me,
I hate all of you who have a 12 step program.
Your program, your meeting, your higher power:
All weaken me and I can't function in the manner I am accustomed to.


Now I must lie here quietly.
You don't see me.
But I am growing, bigger than ever.
WHEN YOU ONLY EXIST, I MAY LIVE.
WHEN YOU LIVE, I ONLY EXIST.
But I am here.
Until we meet again,
If we meet again,
"I WISH YOU DEATH
AND I WISH YOU SUFFERING" !!

(anonymous)

[Shawster]

finally rosie has taken the first step.


"rosie readandpost" <readandpostREMOVETHIS@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:EZp8b.2616$jT6.1706@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com...
> I AM YOUR DISEASE
>
>
> I hate meetings.
> I hate Higher Power.
> I hate anyone who has a Twelve Step program.
> To all who come in contact with me,
> I wish you death and I wish you suffering.
> Allow me to introduce myself.
> I am the Disease of Alcoholism.
> Cunning, baffling, and Powerful.
> That's me.
>
>
> I have killed millions, and I am pleased.
> I love to catch you with the element of surprise.
> I love pretending I am your friend and lover.
> I have given you comfort, have I not?
> Wasn't I there when you were lonely?
> When you wanted to die, didn't you call me?
> I was there. I love to make you hurt.
> I love to make you cry.
> Better yet, I love when I make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry.
> You can't feel anything at all.
> This is true Glory.
>
>
> I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long term
suffering.
> I've always been there for you.
> When things were going right in your life, you invited me.
> You said you didn't deserve these good things and I was the only one who
would agree with you.
> Together we were able to destroy all the things good in your life.
>
>
> People don't take me seriously.
> They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes they take
seriously-fools that they are.
> They don't know that without my help, these things would not be made
possible.
> I am such a hated disease.
> And yet, I do not come uninvited.
> You choose to have me.
> So many have chosen me over reality and peace.
>
>
> More than you hate me,
> I hate all of you who have a 12 step program.
> Your program, your meeting, your higher power:
> All weaken me and I can't function in the manner I am accustomed to.
>
>
> Now I must lie here quietly.
> You don't see me.
> But I am growing, bigger than ever.
> WHEN YOU ONLY EXIST, I MAY LIVE.
> WHEN YOU LIVE, I ONLY EXIST.
> But I am here.
> Until we meet again,
> If we meet again,
> "I WISH YOU DEATH
> AND I WISH YOU SUFFERING" !!
>
> (anonymous)
>
>
>
>

[rosie readandpost]

its got to be 4:30 or so down there in florida.....................time for your senior citizen discount dinner isn't
it?

--
read and post daily, it works!
rosie
........................ there are those among us who have lived through times just as
trying as the ones we're in. However, instead of looking inward, these
people looked outward to the solutions and applied them. By using the
same solutions, we can bring some light into our darkness.
..............................................o.ro smanith

http://www.peacefultomorrows.org/




"Shawster" <shawster@tampabay.rr.com> wrote in message news:p2q8b.52546$Mb2.1663661@twister.tampabay.rr.c om...
> finally rosie has taken the first step.
>
>
> "rosie readandpost" <readandpostREMOVETHIS@yahoo.com> wrote in message
> news:EZp8b.2616$jT6.1706@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com...
> > I AM YOUR DISEASE
> >
> >
> > I hate meetings.
> > I hate Higher Power.
> > I hate anyone who has a Twelve Step program.
> > To all who come in contact with me,
> > I wish you death and I wish you suffering.
> > Allow me to introduce myself.
> > I am the Disease of Alcoholism.
> > Cunning, baffling, and Powerful.
> > That's me.
> >
> >
> > I have killed millions, and I am pleased.
> > I love to catch you with the element of surprise.
> > I love pretending I am your friend and lover.
> > I have given you comfort, have I not?
> > Wasn't I there when you were lonely?
> > When you wanted to die, didn't you call me?
> > I was there. I love to make you hurt.
> > I love to make you cry.
> > Better yet, I love when I make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry.
> > You can't feel anything at all.
> > This is true Glory.
> >
> >
> > I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long term
> suffering.
> > I've always been there for you.
> > When things were going right in your life, you invited me.
> > You said you didn't deserve these good things and I was the only one who
> would agree with you.
> > Together we were able to destroy all the things good in your life.
> >
> >
> > People don't take me seriously.
> > They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes they take
> seriously-fools that they are.
> > They don't know that without my help, these things would not be made
> possible.
> > I am such a hated disease.
> > And yet, I do not come uninvited.
> > You choose to have me.
> > So many have chosen me over reality and peace.
> >
> >
> > More than you hate me,
> > I hate all of you who have a 12 step program.
> > Your program, your meeting, your higher power:
> > All weaken me and I can't function in the manner I am accustomed to.
> >
> >
> > Now I must lie here quietly.
> > You don't see me.
> > But I am growing, bigger than ever.
> > WHEN YOU ONLY EXIST, I MAY LIVE.
> > WHEN YOU LIVE, I ONLY EXIST.
> > But I am here.
> > Until we meet again,
> > If we meet again,
> > "I WISH YOU DEATH
> > AND I WISH YOU SUFFERING" !!
> >
> > (anonymous)
> >
> >
> >
> >
>
>

[Robert McGregor]

Seems her disease is still alive and thriving

Bob

"rosie readandpost" <readandpostREMOVETHIS@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:d_rZa.76641$7O4.1782289@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com...
>
> chronic depression, DOES NOT lift.
> by definition: "it is always there".
>

"rosie readandpost" <readandpost@REMOVETHISyahoo.com> wrote in message
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>
> i will never be recovered..............................





"rosie readandpost" <readandpostREMOVETHIS@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:j4q8b.2620$jT6.684@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com...
> its got to be 4:30 or so down there in florida.....................time
for your senior citizen discount dinner isn't
> it?
>
> --
> read and post daily, it works!
> rosie
> ....................... there are those among us who have lived through
times just as
> trying as the ones we're in. However, instead of looking inward, these
> people looked outward to the solutions and applied them. By using the
> same solutions, we can bring some light into our darkness.
> .............................................o.ros manith
>
> http://www.peacefultomorrows.org/
>
>
>
>
> "Shawster" <shawster@tampabay.rr.com> wrote in message
news:p2q8b.52546$Mb2.1663661@twister.tampabay.rr.c om...
> > finally rosie has taken the first step.
> >
> >
> > "rosie readandpost" <readandpostREMOVETHIS@yahoo.com> wrote in message
> > news:EZp8b.2616$jT6.1706@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com...
> > > I AM YOUR DISEASE
> > >
> > >
> > > I hate meetings.
> > > I hate Higher Power.
> > > I hate anyone who has a Twelve Step program.
> > > To all who come in contact with me,
> > > I wish you death and I wish you suffering.
> > > Allow me to introduce myself.
> > > I am the Disease of Alcoholism.
> > > Cunning, baffling, and Powerful.
> > > That's me.
> > >
> > >
> > > I have killed millions, and I am pleased.
> > > I love to catch you with the element of surprise.
> > > I love pretending I am your friend and lover.
> > > I have given you comfort, have I not?
> > > Wasn't I there when you were lonely?
> > > When you wanted to die, didn't you call me?
> > > I was there. I love to make you hurt.
> > > I love to make you cry.
> > > Better yet, I love when I make you so numb you can neither hurt nor
cry.
> > > You can't feel anything at all.
> > > This is true Glory.
> > >
> > >
> > > I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long
term
> > suffering.
> > > I've always been there for you.
> > > When things were going right in your life, you invited me.
> > > You said you didn't deserve these good things and I was the only one
who
> > would agree with you.
> > > Together we were able to destroy all the things good in your life.
> > >
> > >
> > > People don't take me seriously.
> > > They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes they take
> > seriously-fools that they are.
> > > They don't know that without my help, these things would not be made
> > possible.
> > > I am such a hated disease.
> > > And yet, I do not come uninvited.
> > > You choose to have me.
> > > So many have chosen me over reality and peace.
> > >
> > >
> > > More than you hate me,
> > > I hate all of you who have a 12 step program.
> > > Your program, your meeting, your higher power:
> > > All weaken me and I can't function in the manner I am accustomed to.
> > >
> > >
> > > Now I must lie here quietly.
> > > You don't see me.
> > > But I am growing, bigger than ever.
> > > WHEN YOU ONLY EXIST, I MAY LIVE.
> > > WHEN YOU LIVE, I ONLY EXIST.
> > > But I am here.
> > > Until we meet again,
> > > If we meet again,
> > > "I WISH YOU DEATH
> > > AND I WISH YOU SUFFERING" !!
> > >
> > > (anonymous)
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > >
> >
> >
>
>

[rosie readandpost]

(((((((((((((((((((bob))))))))))))))))))))))

--
read and post daily, it works!
rosie
........................ there are those among us who have lived through times just as
trying as the ones we're in. However, instead of looking inward, these
people looked outward to the solutions and applied them. By using the
same solutions, we can bring some light into our darkness.
..............................................o.ro smanith

http://www.peacefultomorrows.org/

[Robert McGregor]

Fortunately for me, you're not my disease.

Bob
"rosie readandpost" <readandpostREMOVETHIS@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:Fiq8b.2622$jT6.1875@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com...
> (((((((((((((((((((bob))))))))))))))))))))))
>
> --
> read and post daily, it works!
> rosie
> ....................... there are those among us who have lived through
times just as
> trying as the ones we're in. However, instead of looking inward, these
> people looked outward to the solutions and applied them. By using the
> same solutions, we can bring some light into our darkness.
> .............................................o.ros manith
>
> http://www.peacefultomorrows.org/
>
>
>

[rosie readandpost]

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

--
read and post daily, it works!
rosie
........................ there are those among us who have lived through times just as
trying as the ones we're in. However, instead of looking inward, these
people looked outward to the solutions and applied them. By using the
same solutions, we can bring some light into our darkness.
..............................................o.ro smanith

http://www.peacefultomorrows.org/




"Robert McGregor" <robert_mcgregor@yahoo.com.au> wrote in message news:bjtcl5$n0ivm$1@ID-49289.news.uni-berlin.de...
> Fortunately for me, you're not my disease.
>
> Bob
> "rosie readandpost" <readandpostREMOVETHIS@yahoo.com> wrote in message
> news:Fiq8b.2622$jT6.1875@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com...
> > (((((((((((((((((((bob))))))))))))))))))))))
> >
> > --
> > read and post daily, it works!
> > rosie
> > ....................... there are those among us who have lived through
> times just as
> > trying as the ones we're in. However, instead of looking inward, these
> > people looked outward to the solutions and applied them. By using the
> > same solutions, we can bring some light into our darkness.
> > .............................................o.ros manith
> >
> > http://www.peacefultomorrows.org/
> >
> >
> >
>
>

[Luke]

"Always look on the bright side of life" dah dah de do de do de dah!

"rosie readandpost" <readandpostREMOVETHIS@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:EZp8b.2616$jT6.1706@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com...
> I AM YOUR DISEASE
>
>
> I hate meetings.
> I hate Higher Power.
> I hate anyone who has a Twelve Step program.
> To all who come in contact with me,
> I wish you death and I wish you suffering.
> Allow me to introduce myself.
> I am the Disease of Alcoholism.
> Cunning, baffling, and Powerful.
> That's me.
>
>
> I have killed millions, and I am pleased.
> I love to catch you with the element of surprise.
> I love pretending I am your friend and lover.
> I have given you comfort, have I not?
> Wasn't I there when you were lonely?
> When you wanted to die, didn't you call me?
> I was there. I love to make you hurt.
> I love to make you cry.
> Better yet, I love when I make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry.
> You can't feel anything at all.
> This is true Glory.
>
>
> I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long term
suffering.
> I've always been there for you.
> When things were going right in your life, you invited me.
> You said you didn't deserve these good things and I was the only one who
would agree with you.
> Together we were able to destroy all the things good in your life.
>
>
> People don't take me seriously.
> They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes they take
seriously-fools that they are.
> They don't know that without my help, these things would not be made
possible.
> I am such a hated disease.
> And yet, I do not come uninvited.
> You choose to have me.
> So many have chosen me over reality and peace.
>
>
> More than you hate me,
> I hate all of you who have a 12 step program.
> Your program, your meeting, your higher power:
> All weaken me and I can't function in the manner I am accustomed to.
>
>
> Now I must lie here quietly.
> You don't see me.
> But I am growing, bigger than ever.
> WHEN YOU ONLY EXIST, I MAY LIVE.
> WHEN YOU LIVE, I ONLY EXIST.
> But I am here.
> Until we meet again,
> If we meet again,
> "I WISH YOU DEATH
> AND I WISH YOU SUFFERING" !!
>
> (anonymous)
>
>
>