Not drinking causes me to hallucinate. It is very strange.

This evening I watched a 4 y.o. boy walk down a hill. There is no
reason for why that happened. None that I can think of. There is
no antecedent for that thought. It just happened on its own.

I have felt my dog on my chest. I have literally felt him. He was
not there, but I could feel his weight. I could touch him.

It's very odd.

get to a doctor dude, that shit isn't funny.

[On 17 Nov 2003 17:07:44 GMT, bpyboy@aol.com (Bpyboy) wrote:]

> get to a doctor dude, that shit isn't funny.

I am going to a doctor. A full-blown psychiatrist. Next appt is
tomorrow.

I don't think that shit is funny either, but I have seen and heard
about worse. I just don't know where that boy was coming from. I
can somewhat understand the dog, since I actually do have the dog.
It's just that it was so tangible. It was as if it was real. I've
done that one more than once.

I just do not understand the boy. I could see him tho. He was
walking down a grassy slope.

There have been others. They are normally not "bad", but they are
so real that they scare me anyway.

I'll discuss this subject with her. I'll make a point of it. If
she is thinking about prescribing me any med's, I think she had
better know about these things.

The Other Harry <hc.me@ix.netcom.com> wrote in message news:<9p1irv88se3pus4ksft1vhjal12ssriq2b@4ax.com>. ..
> [On 17 Nov 2003 17:07:44 GMT, bpyboy@aol.com (Bpyboy) wrote:]
>
> > get to a doctor dude, that shit isn't funny.
>
> I am going to a doctor. A full-blown psychiatrist. Next appt is
> tomorrow.
>
> I don't think that shit is funny either, but I have seen and heard
> about worse. I just don't know where that boy was coming from. I
> can somewhat understand the dog, since I actually do have the dog.
> It's just that it was so tangible. It was as if it was real. I've
> done that one more than once.
>
> I just do not understand the boy. I could see him tho. He was
> walking down a grassy slope.

Ok, are you sure it was a grassy slope and not a grassy KNOLL,
perhaps? Where were you when Kennedy was shot, hmmmm?

MuWBjr.