I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered. One day
at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me with thoughts of
never touching another drink for as long as I live and I can't cope with
that.

--

Darren

"Darren" <daz@notsane.com> wrote in
news:tLZog.63994$lQ.28631@newsfe3-gui.ntli.net:

> I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered.
> One day at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me
> with thoughts of never touching another drink for as long as I live
> and I can't cope with that.

The way I dealt with this is that I decided to stay sober till at least
next summer. Next summer, I will revisit my decision to stop drinking and
if I decide it is something I want to do then, I will have achieved my
goal. Hopefully my life will be such that I wont be able to fit drinking
into it.

-phy

"phy" <phy00x@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97F1ACAB3D1D8phy00xyahoocom@69.28.186.121. ..
> "Darren" <daz@notsane.com> wrote in
> news:tLZog.63994$lQ.28631@newsfe3-gui.ntli.net:
>
>> I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered.
>> One day at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me
>> with thoughts of never touching another drink for as long as I live
>> and I can't cope with that.
>
> The way I dealt with this is that I decided to stay sober till at least
> next summer. Next summer, I will revisit my decision to stop drinking and
> if I decide it is something I want to do then, I will have achieved my
> goal. Hopefully my life will be such that I wont be able to fit drinking
> into it.

Next summer is a distant goal. Fortunately everywhere that sells booze is
closed now so I may feel differently tomorrow.

-
Darren
>
> -phy

In article <tLZog.63994$lQ.28631@newsfe3-gui.ntli.net>, daz@notsane.com,
Darren says...

> I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered. One day
> at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me with thoughts of
> never touching another drink for as long as I live and I can't cope with
> that.

> Darren

Took me 4yrs of agony to finally put that feeling to rest.....Took
another year to finally make the decision to stay stopped...Luckily I
stayed abstinent that whole time so if there is anybody that knows what
you're feeling at the moment, is definately me.......

See what happens tomorrow, as you said the stores are closed now.

"Darren" <daz@notsane.com> wrote in
news:jf_og.25786$Z61.20652@newsfe4-win.ntli.net:

> Next summer is a distant goal. Fortunately everywhere that sells booze
> is closed now so I may feel differently tomorrow.
>

For those short term goals I have been drinking as much fruit juice as it
takes to quench my thirst and going to bed early.

-phy

"phy" <phy00x@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:Xns97F1CE778FCBAphy00xyahoocom@69.28.186.121. ..
> "Darren" <daz@notsane.com> wrote in
> news:jf_og.25786$Z61.20652@newsfe4-win.ntli.net:
>
>> Next summer is a distant goal. Fortunately everywhere that sells booze
>> is closed now so I may feel differently tomorrow.
>>
>
> For those short term goals I have been drinking as much fruit juice as it
> takes to quench my thirst and going to bed early.
>
> -phy

For me to have bit that one I would have to have gone to bed at 6pm.


-
Darren

"Darren" <daz@notsane.com> wrote in
news:8B8pg.20803$OT.15002@newsfe6-win.ntli.net:


>
> For me to have bit that one I would have to have gone to bed at 6pm.
>
>

I have a couple times and often by 8 or 9.

-phy

On Thu, 29 Jun 2006 23:55:05 +0000, Darren wrote:

> I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered. One day
> at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me with thoughts of
> never touching another drink for as long as I live and I can't cope with
> that.

You'd likely be choosing the wrong medication. Page 133 has something to
offer on this subject.

--
Listed? You must be joking http://relays.osirusoft.com
Pallorium V. Jared ruling http://www.oretek.com/lawsuite/ruling.pdf
http://www.oretek.com/lawsuite/
http://www.oretek.com/jesness/ If you see freaky posts or links about me.

Joe Jared is a punk psychopath.

Just see what others say about him:

http://tinyurl.com/epsmg <- others weigh in!!

Re: About "Taylor Jimenez" and Joe Jared. They both
attended the Univ. of San Francisco in the
SAME CLASS.

The University of San Francisco is a rather small
private college, with TOTAL student enrollment of
3800 TODAY (and back in the early '90s the enrollment
was MUCH smaller).

Same school in the same CLASS under such circumstances
would be a VERY BIG COINCIDENCE, if it was one.

Joe Jared and "Taylor Jimenez" also have AT LEAST TWICE
TRAVELED TO THE U.K AT THE VERY SAME TIME.

see http://joejared.cc for these facts.

These alone, not counting the 30+ other very specific material
coincidences, would prove beyond a reasonable doubt to most
people that Joe Jared is "Taylor Jimenez".

see: http://bradjesness.home.att.net/joe_jared.htm


Joe Jared <joejared@osirusoft.com> wrote in
newsan.2006.06.30.17.32.10.525182@osirusoft.com:

> On Thu, 29 Jun 2006 23:55:05 +0000, Darren wrote:
>
>> I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered.
>> One day at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me
>> with thoughts of never touching another drink for as long as I live
>> and I can't cope with that.
>
> You'd likely be choosing the wrong medication. Page 133 has something
> to offer on this subject.
>

"Joe Jared" <joejared@osirusoft.com> wrote in message
newsan.2006.06.30.17.32.10.525182@osirusoft.com. ..
> On Thu, 29 Jun 2006 23:55:05 +0000, Darren wrote:
>
>> I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered. One
>> day
>> at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me with thoughts
>> of
>> never touching another drink for as long as I live and I can't cope with
>> that.
>
> You'd likely be choosing the wrong medication. Page 133 has something to
> offer on this subject.

What does it say?

-
Darren
>
> --
> Listed? You must be joking http://relays.osirusoft.com
> Pallorium V. Jared ruling http://www.oretek.com/lawsuite/ruling.pdf
> http://www.oretek.com/lawsuite/
> http://www.oretek.com/jesness/ If you see freaky posts or links about me.
>