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Inside a Synanon Clone program
Drug Treatment- Inside a Synanon Clone Program
The first drug treatment program chosen for me (besides CRC- which is the California Department of Corrections "Program") by my parole agent was the Long Term Family Program at the Tarzana Psychiatric Hospital.I was somewhat shocked when I arrived there. My first view of the "Family" was in the cafeteria and it looked like a line of carnival sideshow freaks. The men had shaved heads and wore dresses. The women were wearing men's clothes. Some were wearing paper bags over their heads with eye,nose,and mouth holes. All were wearing cardboard sandwich board signs with crayon marked messages on them.It was a weird menagerie of bizarre design. My first night there I was rudely awakened at 2:00 A.M. by our phase leader screaming "Creep,creep, creep". As I was to find out a 'creep' meant to be awoken in the middle of the night for 'therapy'. It is amazing what can be done to human beings in the name of "Therapy" The first therapy was to stand on the wall. Standing on the wall was a big part of Tarzana. If you were ever stood in the corner as punishment as a child with your face against the wall, then you have a sense of standing on the wall. Usually it was from 10-30 minutes. However there were times when we stood on the wall for as long as 20 hours. This ,of course, is cruelty and not therapy but that's what they did. In the beginning I was not told a lot about the program except that I would have to have a lot of blind "faith" and that the program worked. The Tarzana Family was a Synanon clone program. A Synanon Clone program is one modeled after the infamous Synanon program in Santa Monica.. Many people know a little about the Synanon program and certainly a large number of people went through it.At the time I was in Tarzana (the early 1970's) synanon clone programs were still popular , but seem to be more replaced by 12 step programs these days. Tarazna itself still exits and now hosts 12 step programs . Tarzana was run by former drug addicts who were graduates from the Camarillo Family program. Therapies were varied but it was basically group therapy. The Synanon Game which was developed at Synanon was used there and I believe it is still used as therapy in some drug treatment programs. Briefly, the game is group confrontation. One person is placed on the "hot seat" or probe and basically attacked by other people in the game. Much truth is said but since we are talking about corrupted drug addicts it is often without love (at least in my experience). Much non-truth is also said. The purpose of the game is therapeutic but well---let the reader judge the efficacy of sick drug addicts acting like psychiatrists to one another The Candidacy phase of the program lasted a few weeks. It was ,I suppose, a period of time where the candidate got oriented and the program observed the candidate to see if they were acceptable. Many, many people "split"during the candidacy phase due to the creeps, standing on the wall and other 'therapies". I remember one fellow who split and we heard several weeks later that he had committed suicide. Drug addiction is a serious business and many don't survive it one way or another.The candidate phase lasted a few weeks and then it was time for my screening into the family. Screening was accomplished by the Synanon Game. I walked into the room and was put on the hot seat. They started asking me questions like what had I been doing there. I gave them the answers I thought would please them. I told them I had been fulfilling the assignments I had been given etc.,etc,etc,Then they started verbally attacking me. I had never experienced anything like it.There were maybe a dozen people and they started shouting things at me, and insulting me; I was told to sit on my hands. More shouts.Screaming. Ridicule. I started getting angry. No anger is not the word for it. Hate.Resentment. Deep burning ready to kill hate.The same kind of hate I felt when my mother beat me as a child. I remember someone saying "look at that hate". I exploded at one of the senior staff members,' You can take this whole great big program and roll it up into a little ball and STUFF IT UP YOUR ASS." The staff member himself gave me an ultimatum to apologize or get out. They started counting down as a group. 10,9,8.,7,6, 5,4,3,2,1- "YOUR OUT". I felt like it was prize fight and I was being counted out. When they said "YOUR OUT" it became a hypnotic suggestion to me due to my resentment.. I closed my eyes and went out. I went into a hysterical trance like state. I remember them telling me to open my eyes. I replied that I couldn't. I was in a trance like state and my eyelids were stuck shut. They kept telling me I could open my eyes but I tried and couldn't. Apparently, the group attack and the intense hatred had produced a hypnotic state and the suggestion "Your Out" made me go into a semi- conscious hysterical state. I vaguely remember them calling some of the staff members at home and saying " What we feared would happen has finally happened". I have no memory of waking up but I must have because I remember them sending me out of the room and I came back. "Welcome to the Family " they said and hugged me. Honestly, I don't know if this sort of thing goes on at Tarzana now, but it certainly Did then. Sleep deprivation, shaving heads, wearing dresses for men, standing in Uncomfortable positions on the wall, verbal attacks by entire groups: all this was considered therapy. It was all done With tax dollars. If you are wondering what all this had to do as "treatment" for drug Addiction, you are not the only one. 30 years later Im still wondering. http://christianrecovery.bolgspot.com |
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Re: Inside a Synanon Clone program
In article <1103679741.965114.73020@f14g2000cwb.googlegroups. com>, tedw2
@earthlink.net, dougwa says... > Drug Treatment- Inside a Synanon Clone Program > The first drug treatment program chosen for me (besides CRC- which is > the California Department of Corrections "Program") by my parole > agent was the Long Term Family Program at the Tarzana Psychiatric > Hospital.I was somewhat shocked when I arrived there. > My first view of the "Family" was in the cafeteria and it looked > like a line of carnival sideshow freaks. The men had shaved heads and > wore dresses. The women were wearing men's clothes. Some were wearing > paper bags over their heads with eye,nose,and mouth holes. All were > wearing cardboard sandwich board signs with crayon marked messages on > them.It was a weird menagerie of bizarre design. > My first night there I was rudely awakened at 2:00 A.M. by our phase > leader screaming "Creep,creep, creep". As I was to find out a > 'creep' meant to be awoken in the middle of the night for > 'therapy'. It is amazing what can be done to human beings in the > name of "Therapy" The first therapy was to stand on the wall. > Standing on the wall was a big part of Tarzana. If you were ever stood > in the corner as punishment as a child with your face against the wall, > then you have a sense of standing on the wall. Usually it was from > 10-30 minutes. However there were times when we stood on the wall for > as long as 20 hours. This ,of course, is cruelty and not therapy but > that's what they did. In the beginning I was not told a lot about the > program except that I would have to have a lot of blind "faith" and > that the program worked. > The Tarzana Family was a Synanon clone program. A Synanon Clone program > is one modeled after the infamous Synanon program in Santa Monica.. > Many people know a little about the Synanon program and certainly a > large number of people went through it.At the time I was in Tarzana > (the early 1970's) synanon clone programs were still popular , but > seem to be more replaced by 12 step programs these days. Tarazna itself > still exits and now hosts 12 step programs . Tarzana was run by former > drug addicts who were graduates from the Camarillo Family program. > Therapies were varied but it was basically group therapy. The Synanon > Game which was developed at Synanon was used there and I believe it is > still used as therapy in some drug treatment programs. > Briefly, the game is group confrontation. One person is placed on the > "hot seat" or probe and basically attacked by other people in the > game. Much truth is said but since we are talking about corrupted drug > addicts it is often without love (at least in my experience). Much > non-truth is also said. The purpose of the game is therapeutic but > well---let the reader judge the efficacy of sick drug addicts acting > like psychiatrists to one another > The Candidacy phase of the program lasted a few weeks. It was ,I > suppose, a period of time where the candidate got oriented and the > program observed the candidate to see if they were acceptable. Many, > many people "split"during the candidacy phase due to the creeps, > standing on the wall and other 'therapies". I remember one fellow > who split and we heard several weeks later that he had committed > suicide. Drug addiction is a serious business and many don't survive > it one way or another.The candidate phase lasted a few weeks and then > it was time for my screening into the family. > Screening was accomplished by the Synanon Game. I walked into the room > and was put on the hot seat. They started asking me questions like what > had I been doing there. I gave them the answers I thought would please > them. I told them I had been fulfilling the assignments I had been > given etc.,etc,etc,Then they started verbally attacking me. I had never > experienced anything like it.There were maybe a dozen people and they > started shouting things at me, and insulting me; I was told to sit on > my hands. More shouts.Screaming. Ridicule. I started getting angry. No > anger is not the word for it. Hate.Resentment. Deep burning ready to > kill hate.The same kind of hate I felt when my mother beat me as a > child. I remember someone saying "look at that hate". I exploded at > one of the senior staff members,' You can take this whole great big > program and roll it up into a little ball and STUFF IT UP YOUR ASS." > The staff member himself gave me an ultimatum to apologize or get out. > They started counting down as a group. 10,9,8.,7,6, 5,4,3,2,1- "YOUR > OUT". I felt like it was prize fight and I was being counted out. > When they said "YOUR OUT" it became a hypnotic suggestion to me due > to my resentment.. I closed my eyes and went out. I went into a > hysterical trance like state. > I remember them telling me to open my eyes. I replied that I > couldn't. I was in a > trance like state and my eyelids were stuck shut. They kept telling me > I could open my > eyes but I tried and couldn't. Apparently, the group attack and the > intense hatred had > produced a hypnotic state and the suggestion "Your Out" made me go > into a semi- > conscious hysterical state. I vaguely remember them calling some of the > staff members at > home and saying " What we feared would happen has finally > happened". I have no > memory of waking up but I must have because I remember them sending me > out of the > room and I came back. "Welcome to the Family " they said and hugged > me. > > Honestly, I don't know if this sort of thing goes on at Tarzana now, > but it certainly > Did then. Sleep deprivation, shaving heads, wearing dresses for men, > standing in > Uncomfortable positions on the wall, verbal attacks by entire groups: > all this was considered therapy. It was all done With tax dollars. If > you are wondering what all this had to do as "treatment" for drug > Addiction, you are not the only one. 30 years later Im still wondering. > http://christianrecovery.bolgspot.com > > Phoenix House, late 70's (when I was there)........Basically some of the same concepts were adopted there also. People were allowed "in house" relationships in guest rooms, and once reaching re-entry were allowed to sociably drink. I believe way back when in Synanon the "society" were sorta cult like, only marrying within the drug addict circle. And once a member, always a member. There were "contracts" shaved heads, sign wearing, stocking caps on heads, humiliation, haircuts(verbal bashings). Guilt sessions where they would actually cover windows, remove clocks, no sleep, & wait until everybody drops their negative actions and than all sit around and watch as everyone & each guilty party shaved each others heads........ Than there was the famous "marathons." (which still exist in some residential programs) Very strange & cult like in it's doing. Everyone wore robes & held candles in a little ceremony before entering the "room." Counselors wore different color robes. Than for 2-3 days, little food, little sleep, everyone tells their life story & lets it all hang out.....The object was to bring you to a weakened stated emotionally leaving no defenses. Very interesting that you should bring all that up as it moved me down memory lane......But at the very end you mentioned you're still trying to figure it out? Todays treatment centers will never adopt the "harsh" styles of long ago but(I might be wrong & it is an opinion), most residential programs are still "modeled" after synanons concepts in one way or another....Not the extremes, but family model, groups, behavior modifications.....etc. So in essence treatment today is done on a more "sensative" note, and believe it or not a lot of it was adopted from the old styles. Me personally, I had my moments back than and an awful lot about treatment has been learned since than.....I was 15yrs old placed in a population of Hard Core drug addicts, what did I have in common???? Maybe their was a fear factor there as sort of a scared straight tactic, but in the years to follow it did not work. Today, teenagers are seperated & treated differently, as should be...... Thanks for the walk down memory lane. |
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Re: Inside a Synanon Clone program
: "................Me personally, I had my moments back than and an
awful lot about : treatment has been learned since than....." thank HP! -- * */|\* * //|\\* * ////|\\\\* * /////|\\\\\ * ///////|\\\\\\* */////////|\\\\\\\* H A P P Y H O L I D A Y S "ByTor" <ByTor@snowdog.com> wrote in message news:sV4yd.2$iw1.0@fe26.usenetserver.com... : In article <1103679741.965114.73020@f14g2000cwb.googlegroups. com>, tedw2 : @earthlink.net, dougwa says... : : > Drug Treatment- Inside a Synanon Clone Program : > The first drug treatment program chosen for me (besides CRC- which is : > the California Department of Corrections "Program") by my parole : > agent was the Long Term Family Program at the Tarzana Psychiatric : > Hospital.I was somewhat shocked when I arrived there. : > My first view of the "Family" was in the cafeteria and it looked : > like a line of carnival sideshow freaks. The men had shaved heads and : > wore dresses. The women were wearing men's clothes. Some were wearing : > paper bags over their heads with eye,nose,and mouth holes. All were : > wearing cardboard sandwich board signs with crayon marked messages on : > them.It was a weird menagerie of bizarre design. : > My first night there I was rudely awakened at 2:00 A.M. by our phase : > leader screaming "Creep,creep, creep". As I was to find out a : > 'creep' meant to be awoken in the middle of the night for : > 'therapy'. It is amazing what can be done to human beings in the : > name of "Therapy" The first therapy was to stand on the wall. : > Standing on the wall was a big part of Tarzana. If you were ever stood : > in the corner as punishment as a child with your face against the wall, : > then you have a sense of standing on the wall. Usually it was from : > 10-30 minutes. However there were times when we stood on the wall for : > as long as 20 hours. This ,of course, is cruelty and not therapy but : > that's what they did. In the beginning I was not told a lot about the : > program except that I would have to have a lot of blind "faith" and : > that the program worked. : > The Tarzana Family was a Synanon clone program. A Synanon Clone program : > is one modeled after the infamous Synanon program in Santa Monica.. : > Many people know a little about the Synanon program and certainly a : > large number of people went through it.At the time I was in Tarzana : > (the early 1970's) synanon clone programs were still popular , but : > seem to be more replaced by 12 step programs these days. Tarazna itself : > still exits and now hosts 12 step programs . Tarzana was run by former : > drug addicts who were graduates from the Camarillo Family program. : > Therapies were varied but it was basically group therapy. The Synanon : > Game which was developed at Synanon was used there and I believe it is : > still used as therapy in some drug treatment programs. : > Briefly, the game is group confrontation. One person is placed on the : > "hot seat" or probe and basically attacked by other people in the : > game. Much truth is said but since we are talking about corrupted drug : > addicts it is often without love (at least in my experience). Much : > non-truth is also said. The purpose of the game is therapeutic but : > well---let the reader judge the efficacy of sick drug addicts acting : > like psychiatrists to one another : > The Candidacy phase of the program lasted a few weeks. It was ,I : > suppose, a period of time where the candidate got oriented and the : > program observed the candidate to see if they were acceptable. Many, : > many people "split"during the candidacy phase due to the creeps, : > standing on the wall and other 'therapies". I remember one fellow : > who split and we heard several weeks later that he had committed : > suicide. Drug addiction is a serious business and many don't survive : > it one way or another.The candidate phase lasted a few weeks and then : > it was time for my screening into the family. : > Screening was accomplished by the Synanon Game. I walked into the room : > and was put on the hot seat. They started asking me questions like what : > had I been doing there. I gave them the answers I thought would please : > them. I told them I had been fulfilling the assignments I had been : > given etc.,etc,etc,Then they started verbally attacking me. I had never : > experienced anything like it.There were maybe a dozen people and they : > started shouting things at me, and insulting me; I was told to sit on : > my hands. More shouts.Screaming. Ridicule. I started getting angry. No : > anger is not the word for it. Hate.Resentment. Deep burning ready to : > kill hate.The same kind of hate I felt when my mother beat me as a : > child. I remember someone saying "look at that hate". I exploded at : > one of the senior staff members,' You can take this whole great big : > program and roll it up into a little ball and STUFF IT UP YOUR ASS." : > The staff member himself gave me an ultimatum to apologize or get out. : > They started counting down as a group. 10,9,8.,7,6, 5,4,3,2,1- "YOUR : > OUT". I felt like it was prize fight and I was being counted out. : > When they said "YOUR OUT" it became a hypnotic suggestion to me due : > to my resentment.. I closed my eyes and went out. I went into a : > hysterical trance like state. : > I remember them telling me to open my eyes. I replied that I : > couldn't. I was in a : > trance like state and my eyelids were stuck shut. They kept telling me : > I could open my : > eyes but I tried and couldn't. Apparently, the group attack and the : > intense hatred had : > produced a hypnotic state and the suggestion "Your Out" made me go : > into a semi- : > conscious hysterical state. I vaguely remember them calling some of the : > staff members at : > home and saying " What we feared would happen has finally : > happened". I have no : > memory of waking up but I must have because I remember them sending me : > out of the : > room and I came back. "Welcome to the Family " they said and hugged : > me. : > : > Honestly, I don't know if this sort of thing goes on at Tarzana now, : > but it certainly : > Did then. Sleep deprivation, shaving heads, wearing dresses for men, : > standing in : > Uncomfortable positions on the wall, verbal attacks by entire groups: : > all this was considered therapy. It was all done With tax dollars. If : > you are wondering what all this had to do as "treatment" for drug : > Addiction, you are not the only one. 30 years later Im still wondering. : > http://christianrecovery.bolgspot.com : > : > : : Phoenix House, late 70's (when I was there)........Basically some of the : same concepts were adopted there also. People were allowed "in house" : relationships in guest rooms, and once reaching re-entry were allowed to : sociably drink. : : I believe way back when in Synanon the "society" were sorta cult like, : only marrying within the drug addict circle. And once a member, always a : member. : : There were "contracts" shaved heads, sign wearing, stocking caps on : heads, humiliation, haircuts(verbal bashings). Guilt sessions where they : would actually cover windows, remove clocks, no sleep, & wait until : everybody drops their negative actions and than all sit around and watch : as everyone & each guilty party shaved each others heads........ : : Than there was the famous "marathons." (which still exist in some : residential programs) : Very strange & cult like in it's doing. Everyone wore robes & held : candles in a little ceremony before entering the "room." Counselors wore : different color robes. Than for 2-3 days, little food, little sleep, : everyone tells their life story & lets it all hang out.....The object : was to bring you to a weakened stated emotionally leaving no defenses. : : Very interesting that you should bring all that up as it moved me down : memory lane......But at the very end you mentioned you're still trying : to figure it out? : Todays treatment centers will never adopt the "harsh" styles of long ago : but(I might be wrong & it is an opinion), most residential programs are : still "modeled" after synanons concepts in one way or another....Not the : extremes, but family model, groups, behavior modifications.....etc. : So in essence treatment today is done on a more "sensative" note, and : believe it or not a lot of it was adopted from the old styles. : Me personally, I had my moments back than and an awful lot about : treatment has been learned since than.....I was 15yrs old placed in a : population of Hard Core drug addicts, what did I have in common???? : Maybe their was a fear factor there as sort of a scared straight tactic, : but in the years to follow it did not work. Today, teenagers are : seperated & treated differently, as should be...... : : Thanks for the walk down memory lane. : : |
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Re: Inside a Synanon Clone program
In article <pyeyd.61700$NO5.36593@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com>,
readandpost@yahooORhotmail.com, rosie readandpost says... > : "................Me personally, I had my moments back than and an > awful lot about > : treatment has been learned since than....." > > > thank HP! > > You got it! ;0) Hi Rosie.........Merry Xmas & all that jazz! ;0) |
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Re: Inside a Synanon Clone program
same to you sweetie!
-- * */|\* * //|\\* * ////|\\\\* * /////|\\\\\ * ///////|\\\\\\* */////////|\\\\\\\* MERRY, MERRY! "ByTor" <ByTor@snowdog.com> wrote in message news:Blfyd.33452$Lo6.17433@fe80.usenetserver.com.. . : In article <pyeyd.61700$NO5.36593@twister.rdc-kc.rr.com>, : readandpost@yahooORhotmail.com, rosie readandpost says... : : > : "................Me personally, I had my moments back than and an : > awful lot about : > : treatment has been learned since than....." : > : > : > thank HP! : > : > : : You got it! ;0) : : Hi Rosie.........Merry Xmas & all that jazz! ;0) : |
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Re: Inside a Synanon Clone program
"dougwa" <tedw2@earthlink.net> wrote in message news:1103679741.965114.73020@f14g2000cwb.googlegro ups.com... > Briefly, the game is group confrontation. One person is placed on the > "hot seat" or probe and basically attacked by other people in the > game. Games created by barely disguised sadists can only be expected to cause pain and injury. No sane person could expect them to cause healing or to induce health. The normal human reactions to external attack include lashing back, on the one hand, and closing up into a tight ball hiding all of the soft parts, on the other hand. Neither reaction induces opening up or honest introspection. Programs of this type remind me of the Soviet use of adrenalin shock "therapy" to treat perceived antisocial behavior -- and bring to mind "Clockwork Orange." It is possible to mask the symptoms of problems by repressing them further, but it is like making a bomb. Setting fire to gunpowder in the open just makes a flash. Try to tightly contain the gunpowder makes a bomb and results in an explosion. I think that is the essence of the rigorously honest self examination of the 4th step. Open it up. Let it out. Trying to contain has it only made it worse. |
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Re: Inside a Synanon Clone program
On Wed, 22 Dec 2004 09:50:57 -0500, Dan McGown <dmcgown@adelphia.net> wrote:
> > "dougwa" <tedw2@earthlink.net> wrote in message > news:1103679741.965114.73020@f14g2000cwb.googlegro ups.com... >> Briefly, the game is group confrontation. One person is placed on the >> "hot seat" or probe and basically attacked by other people in the >> game. > > Games created by barely disguised sadists can only be expected to cause pain > and injury. No sane person could expect them to cause healing or to induce > health. The normal human reactions to external attack include lashing back, > on the one hand, and closing up into a tight ball hiding all of the soft > parts, on the other hand. Neither reaction induces opening up or honest > introspection. > > Programs of this type remind me of the Soviet use of adrenalin shock > "therapy" to treat perceived antisocial behavior -- and bring to mind > "Clockwork Orange." It is possible to mask the symptoms of problems by > repressing them further, but it is like making a bomb. Setting fire to > gunpowder in the open just makes a flash. Try to tightly contain the > gunpowder makes a bomb and results in an explosion. > > I think that is the essence of the rigorously honest self examination of the > 4th step. Open it up. Let it out. Trying to contain has it only made it > worse. Boyle beat Freud to a proper theory of pneumatics by a couple hundred years or so. Freud's fawning litter is still trying to get it right. It would be interesting to study how the popular apprehension of the hydraulic psyche evolved. It would probably be more interesting still to study the sociology of sadistic sociopaths. It would probably be more intersting still to eat some smoked salmon I got for xmas and go to bed. "When inspiration does not come to me, I go half way to meet it." -- AB5DB9CC |
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