In the past 6 weeks I have had 3 scripts for 40 5mg Diazepam, for an 8
day detox. Ok its been fine for 3 days, taking 70mg a day, then pills
run out, I start shaking again, so back drinking again, get so ill and
depressed from drinking, take another script etc etc.... I am
doubtful if my doc will prescribe me anymore diazepam anymore, and I
just fear living and shutting my eyes without either, but I know I
have to stop drinking. I guess I'm just using diazepam as solid
alcohol. I have been clean for 9 months previously using the rooms
of AA but feel so ashamed to go back, I know I have to, and I really
think I'm prepared to surrender this time, but first I need to put the
cork in the bottle and dont know how to detox.... would librium be
better, and maybe some strong sedative to help me sleep??? The
problem with diazepam is it just makes me feel a bit high and starts
off the whole cycle again... Just any hints on getting a week sober
and clean would be appreciated... TIA