I could stop any time! I just couldn't stay stopped until I actually
did what they did 70 years ago. It happens to be written in the first
164 pages of that (Gread?) sleeping pill!!

On May 9, 6:48 am, "Darren" <d...@notsane.com> wrote:
> "webslave" <webslaveNOSPA...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> news:B%%%h.7931$Ut6.4488@newsread1.news.pas.earthl ink.net...
>
> > I'm a 52 yr old alcoholic male, unemployed at present living way out in
> > the woods at present. As I can seldom make it the 30+ miles to a meeting.
> > I do have my computer/on-line. I come here and read the posts and another
> > program related group.
> > I moved here from Texas where I had a home group, alot of meetings,
> > sponsor's, friends, etc. Since leaving my support group and friends. I've
> > found myself relapsing and have even laid a week in the hospital with dt's
> > etc. Very near death as the doctor even had my wife call what family I
> > still have that they need get up there as they couldn't stablize my blood
> > pressure.
> > I'm curious as to what I can do, other than read my Big Book and little 24
> > hour a day daily reader.
>
> > any information help appreciated.
> > webby
>
> The big book is a gread slleeping pill. It doesn't stop you drinking. You
> need to distract yourself and i mean find a challenging hobby. Find
> something you do really badly and work on learning to do it well but it has
> to be something you're interested in.
>
>