In article <tLZog.63994$lQ.28631@newsfe3-gui.ntli.net>, daz@notsane.com,
Darren says...

> I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered. One day
> at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me with thoughts of
> never touching another drink for as long as I live and I can't cope with
> that.

> Darren

Took me 4yrs of agony to finally put that feeling to rest.....Took
another year to finally make the decision to stay stopped...Luckily I
stayed abstinent that whole time so if there is anybody that knows what
you're feeling at the moment, is definately me.......

See what happens tomorrow, as you said the stores are closed now.