"Darren" <daz@notsane.com> wrote in
news:tLZog.63994$lQ.28631@newsfe3-gui.ntli.net:

> I have decided that the one thing I really need is to get hammered.
> One day at a time is no longer working. My brain keeps invading me
> with thoughts of never touching another drink for as long as I live
> and I can't cope with that.

The way I dealt with this is that I decided to stay sober till at least
next summer. Next summer, I will revisit my decision to stop drinking and
if I decide it is something I want to do then, I will have achieved my
goal. Hopefully my life will be such that I wont be able to fit drinking
into it.

-phy