Montgomery BOO...URNS wrote:
> I feel that I want to enjoy my life while I
> live it and doing so means remembering most of my life and not pacing myself
> through an alcoholic haze!
>
> I will consider going to an AA meeting.
>
>

You don't have to do this by yourself.
That was a big mistake I started *with* .

Medical care is available. If you have
medical insurance check under
chemical dependiences and mental health.
Treatments are covered. As are Dr. visits.

You can get referred to a 6 week rehab
costs covered without your employee
even knowing why except your on medical
leave.

Of course even if your not covered in some areas
a talk with your doctor is a very good starting
point anyway. There are medicines for withdraw and
depression that can help. Believe me !

And , as you said, the fear of the unknown is the worse.

We all live a fear driven life, and that is a huge
hurdle to overcome and can effect your goals.

Cheers.
Good night.