I just want to announce today is two weeks. I
didn't have as many struggles as i thought i'd
have this weekend. Some of my drinking friends
aren't calling me, i'm not calling them either. I
can't be around them, cause they drank at least as
much as i did. All we did was go to parties and
bars when we hung out. We never did anything
sober, and i know if i went to there houses they'd
be drinking, and ask me if i wanted one, without
regard to my program.> I know because i've been
through this before on a different quit in which i
didn't go to AA. I didn't have much of a program
then. I'm going to meetings now, reading the big
book, trying to get a program going, get moving on
the steps better. Overall i feel good about myself.

Hard being i will have to find new friends, don't
get me wrong i have some true friends who i'll
remain friends with, but some i don't really
foresee it (were they all real friends to begin
with??), so that's hard, but i need to do whatever
i need to do to keep myself sober. That's all.
Thanks for listening.

Bryan