stuart wrote:

> "The Glass Prison" <glassprison51@yahoo.com> wrote in message
> news:1118856383.594986.47950@f14g2000cwb.googlegro ups.com...
>
>>I may take you up on that Ken. I briefly looked at "morerevealed" and
>>perhaps I may tell my stories. They involve my life nearly taken twice
>>at both Betty Ford and Hazelden after being drug-free for over two
>>weeks each time. These things shouldn't happen at what they call "a
>>safe place". It makes me shudder and cry when I think about it. I still
>>have my written diaries and witnesses and it makes a good story. I'll
>>try if I can (always wanted to), but sometimes it's better to put the
>>past behind you.
>>
>>Of course, I am angry at myself and not because I made poor decisions
>>that got me to treatment. What happened to me there was not my fault.
>>It's like someone being admitted to a hospital for a drug overdose and
>>the next day, they slip on a mopped wet floor and break their leg. Who
>>is to blame for this? The fine upstanding hospital or the low-life
>>junkie just for being there? I know who society and certainly the
>>state, judge, jury, and insurance companies would choose.
>>
>>I still have ongoing issues and who better to let my anger out at than
>>the individuals who nearly took my life twice, and then tried to "blow
>>it off" with a fairy tale (the 12-step program). They were the people
>>(and places) that I trusted in, wanted to love and believe in. But
>>tragedy struck, twice, and I saw everything was disguised.
>>
>>Thanks for your understanding response.
>>
>>PS> I am a raised Roman Catholic, driven by fear and guilt. Need I say
>>more?
>
>
> Sure, sounds like you are still living with a painful past, ie still unwell.
> Best of luck in your future...
>
>
What does "unwell" mean? Do you think there is something wrong with
being angry when you've been seriously fucked over? Do you think Rosa
Parks had it all wrong and should have just "turned it over" and sat at
the back of the bus?

Ken Ragge
http://www.morerevealed.com