hi rosie, i'm attending addaction regularly (a drug and alcohol
service near me). I'm starting an anxiety mangement course next week
(major trigger for me) and relapse prevention the week after. They're
good people there.

Thing is, everything is actually going really well. I just don't seem
to be able to settle for total abstinence. I'm really toying with the
idea of attempting a fornightly drink. Abstinence would be better, but
if I can stick to one session a fortnight, there would be no major
repercussions on the rest of my life.

I suppose the issue is whether I can actually stay with once a
fortnight. I've got too much to loose now, to piss it all up the wall
again. I really don' think I would.

Is this denial and the alcoholic in me talking?

Or is this a reasonable objective to attempt, with support from
Addaction, so that if it starts to go wrong I jump straight back out
of the fire and get back to a total abstinece objective?

i really don't know...

thanks for your reply,,
dan ;-)

On Wed, 25 Jun 2003 12:28:13 GMT, "rosie readandpost"
<readandpost@REMOVETHISyahoo.com> wrote:

>
>>... as others
>> here know, im already loosing motivation. nice one mate ;-)
>>
>> dan
>
>
>dan,
>do you intend to do anything about it?
>
>concerned,
>rosie
>