>Usually, it's just really miserable. What kind of weird shit
> did you see when you closed your eyes?

I think I had the 'pre-DT's'. No hallucinations, but while resting, not
quite asleep, some kind of prehistoric bird suddenly came right at me so
fast it made me jump to avoid getting hit.


>Well, now at day 5 it is all over. I feel fantastic. I am loving life.
>I am sooooooo glad to have alcohol out of my system! I never ever want
>to go through that again and I do not want to ever drink again - ever.

My sentiments exactly. Now I'm trying to remember from each relapse just
what exactly tripped me up. In every case it was my thinking, not any
particular event. I always get my confidence back up after a month or so
dry, and quit going to meetings or these newsgroups. That's one action I'm
going to take this time around -stay close to the meetings and ng's, for a
constant reminder of the hell it was. -Fred